God God Damnit
I...yea that's all I got. I have nothing. I hate everything. Im so tired and too frustrated to deal with anything. I want to crawl in my hole and sleep for the next two weeks. I dont want to see anyone. I dont want to talk or move. "I will call soon" sure you will. Why do I get this angry? why do lash out at everyone? I dont get it. Why am I so tightly wound, everything pisses me off more than it should. I upset too easily. I jump to conclusions and I damage everything. My body hurts. Everything hurts. Whine Whine Whine. Fuck Everything.