Jul 26, 2005 13:12
Today was meant to be one of those days. One of those days that break a person into a thousand tiny peices. Not because its terribly eventful or stressful, but simply because it is. Its there, it exists and it stands for everything youve been trying to ignore or put of or get rid of in the past. One of those days that reminds you just how pathetic everything is in retrospect. Every little effort you make becomes irelivent and miniscule when placed next to the big picture. This day is overwhelming. I am not going anywhere. I hate that.
watering the garden with a tin can and a pair of old tennis shoes
singing stories on a bicycle with no direction
rolling fingers and scattered hair
it wouldnt have worked out anyway.