Feb 24, 2006 00:53
all right .... well i got some good news!!!!!
Me and Josh are okay now .... we talked it all out, and i mean everything! so i'm relieved really relieved. i mean at the begining i was crying and stuff and then he said alot of stuff that helped me. and i'm glad that he kinda sorta " opend up " again to me. and that makes me happy. so yeah we are okay now and i'm okay, i mean if it was meant to happen it would or will happen ... i dont know i dont know the future. i mean i feel like we have come to the point to where we were just a while back and stuff. we both admitted that we both weren't happy. that i was stupid and didn't listen when he said i just want to be friends like 823764836 million times but yeah i'm happy b/c i finally listend and it " clicked " i guess you could say. i mean i still mean what is said the other nite but i dont know it just seems more real then it did then. i dont know i mean i know what i'm sayin in my head but it isn't workin out on paper well its 1:00 almost and i just hung up from talkin to Josh .... gah he sounds so adorable when hes asleep lol well hafe asleep well anyway talk to you layter!!!!
xoxo
Caroline