(no subject)
You do tend to forget the things that always made you happy. The world focuses on what we must do next, what coming around the corner and in the rush we leave behind nostalgia. We forget that maybe things they way they were was okay, and there are reasons that we left them alone.
Ive stopped worrying about women, and jobs, and the stresses of life, Ive gotten back to doing the things that made me happy.
Back when you went out to play as soon as homework was done.
Back when you didn't think about people leaving without you, because it was a life time away.
Back when you could spend time thinking about your dream person and no one told you to lower your standards or compromise.
Back when summer couldn't come fast enough and ended all to quickly.
Back when all you needed for love was a name and a glance.
Back when you could easily be anything because no one told you you couldn't.
Back when Everyone was home and had nothing at all planned but going out to play.
Back when you could say with confidence "you're not the boss of me!"
Back when school was assured, your friends were in your class, lunch was a subject, teachers were demons, the woods were haunted, a car was all you needed, rent was just a play, parents were both annoying as hell and the protectors of the world.
I'm not talking just about childhood, I'm talking about a way to live your life. I'm sick of stress, I'm sick of long complicated explanations for why things don't work. I'm sick of being told "Because" when I ask a question. The world is open and its all dependent on what we make of it. I'm not accepting certain answers anymore, and I am most certainly not accepting certain things as given.
I love you all! I'm gonna go take back life!
Ive stopped worrying about women, and jobs, and the stresses of life, Ive gotten back to doing the things that made me happy.
Back when you went out to play as soon as homework was done.
Back when you didn't think about people leaving without you, because it was a life time away.
Back when you could spend time thinking about your dream person and no one told you to lower your standards or compromise.
Back when summer couldn't come fast enough and ended all to quickly.
Back when all you needed for love was a name and a glance.
Back when you could easily be anything because no one told you you couldn't.
Back when Everyone was home and had nothing at all planned but going out to play.
Back when you could say with confidence "you're not the boss of me!"
Back when school was assured, your friends were in your class, lunch was a subject, teachers were demons, the woods were haunted, a car was all you needed, rent was just a play, parents were both annoying as hell and the protectors of the world.
I'm not talking just about childhood, I'm talking about a way to live your life. I'm sick of stress, I'm sick of long complicated explanations for why things don't work. I'm sick of being told "Because" when I ask a question. The world is open and its all dependent on what we make of it. I'm not accepting certain answers anymore, and I am most certainly not accepting certain things as given.
I love you all! I'm gonna go take back life!