Sep 11, 2005 23:20
The days, weeks, and months go by, but for whatever reason, certain thoughts remain in my head. Unmovable. Relentless. And no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to rid myself of them. I know it's stupid, I know I should stop, but my feelings remain unchanged. Only you can help me. But you won't, and deep down, that's not what I want. Sometimes I think things would be different if I could just go back and do the things I should have done in the first place. But I can't. So I'll just have to continue to attempt to help myself. Force these thoughts out of my mind. LIVE MY LIFE. Because I have so much to live for, and the absence of a few things doesn't change that fact one bit.