getting better
so i graduated accutech and now all i have to do it get certified but i have to find a job first it is gttting hard i know it takes time. me and lori are complicated now bc she wanted to be firends in the first place but then i said i think we should stay firends and she accepted that. and now she wants to get back together but i dont really yes i still love her to death and willl always love her no matter what. i kinda still do want to get back togther but i know we will be in the same sitation we are in now later on bc i always will freak out over little things and i will get stressed and i will put that stress on her bc she has been there for me threw it all. i will always be firends with her no matter what nothing will come between us. another reason i dont want to get back toghet with her is bc i kinda like someone else. me and britnay have been haning out alot latly and she is so fun she is nice random funny and beutifule. she acepts me for me dosent care about my tast in music clothes way i act she likes me for me and she is clingy just like me. we hung out today and she fell asleep on my lap and kissed me good by it was so sweet its like we dont have to actually do anything we can just hang whereever and she is happy and so am i. so we will see what happends i know i have my firends behind me no matter what so yea.