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heven2mrgatroid. Baby Kitty was horribly blocked again, despite everything I did to try to make him better. They were going to have to do emergency surgery that would've cost me between $3-5000. I can't believe I just told them they could let my baby die. I feel so horrible. I feel so fucking worthless right now. If I just had some money he could've lived. I couldn't even say goodbye to him. I brought him to die and now I will never hear his big mouth in the morning again. I want to take it back I want to take it back I want to take it back.