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I hate this time of year. My parents are going to Sydney I think to have christmas with my brother and his girlfriend's family. I've been kindly given the option of not having to go. I can imagine the whole season will suck regardless what I choose to do. There is no hope for me having a normal and enjoyable life if I can't get past this negative attitude towards most things. And if I didn't have this negative attitude there wouldn't be a problem. Ahh life makes no sense and everyone else seems more complete than myself. Must make an effort to go see a counsellor before the end of the week. I expect it'll do nothing for me but at least I can say I tried
*edit on tuesday 24th october*
Actually I forgot the detail that my parents offered me I could go somewhere else during christmas - presumably anywhere in the world? Where do you go or what does one do alone at Christmas time? The only country I haven't seen and want to is Japan and I've seen Lost in Translation and I'm not about to make that mistake :D I don't really like travelling to begin with. Maybe I can take this as a raincheck and use it to cover my moving costs should that go down like I'm considering.
*edit on tuesday 24th october*
Actually I forgot the detail that my parents offered me I could go somewhere else during christmas - presumably anywhere in the world? Where do you go or what does one do alone at Christmas time? The only country I haven't seen and want to is Japan and I've seen Lost in Translation and I'm not about to make that mistake :D I don't really like travelling to begin with. Maybe I can take this as a raincheck and use it to cover my moving costs should that go down like I'm considering.