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I feel as if I can not go on, I feel as if my whole world has crashed down upon me. I can still become a cop however with a possesion charge and a DUI now I do believe that I will never get hired anywhere. As a result I think that I will be done with college again. I am not even sure that I want to live anymore. Life seems so harsh when you are just trying to get ahead. I work so hard at my job I goto school and try to balance all this in to a social life. RESULT one night of fun fucks me over for life. My insurance company is prolly gonna drop me, and if they don't sky high rates. Depression has been me for a day and a half now, and I hate it I was past this point. Now I am back, life is not worth this at all. Who gives a fuck, I don't think I do anymore.