Awake... and none too happy about it
Sleep is an elusive beast for me now, and the baby isn't even here to scream yet. Part of me growls and grumbles that I need to sleep, or my job (night shift stocker) is going to kill me, but another says its just practice for the inevitable sleeplessness of having Darwin home and autonomous from Lara. I don't know which way to go on this, since I've never honestly been a full optimist or a full pessimist. I rarely look at it as 'half-full' or 'half-empty,' I'm the kind of person who looks at the glass and is thankful for water, over all of the alternatives (such as vomit, semen, paint, or other such things..). So, here I sit, an hour of sleep, 5 hours to go before Lara gets home and wakes me up to spend time together before I shove off to work, and brace to return home in the morning, and spend time with her again before she goes to work... Hopefully, I'll adapt to needing less sleep soon.
Moving to Washington in September.. or sometime.. maybe. Lara keeps pushing the date back, and it looks like we could be moving with baby on board, if you know what I mean. Not liking the idea of staying here. At all. But what are you going to do? Not important enough to argue about, so I just keep reminding her that the sooner we get there, the sooner we can get started setting up there. Piss on a pike, I hate Maryland. Hot, humid, and 100 feet of sidewalk in a 1 mile radius around my house. If there were a place I could erase from human memory, it would be this place.
Going to start posting some of my writing on here, for feedback, and to have a copy of it somewhere in case the comp dies, and all my paper gets lost somewhere along the way. Need to RP soon, at least good RP. I can get crap RP in my apartment. Might look into LARP in Washington, or something.
Going to sleep.
Moving to Washington in September.. or sometime.. maybe. Lara keeps pushing the date back, and it looks like we could be moving with baby on board, if you know what I mean. Not liking the idea of staying here. At all. But what are you going to do? Not important enough to argue about, so I just keep reminding her that the sooner we get there, the sooner we can get started setting up there. Piss on a pike, I hate Maryland. Hot, humid, and 100 feet of sidewalk in a 1 mile radius around my house. If there were a place I could erase from human memory, it would be this place.
Going to start posting some of my writing on here, for feedback, and to have a copy of it somewhere in case the comp dies, and all my paper gets lost somewhere along the way. Need to RP soon, at least good RP. I can get crap RP in my apartment. Might look into LARP in Washington, or something.
Going to sleep.
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