"you're annoying on your birthday"
today its my birthday. i can do whatever i want and no one will get mad. i'm startin to make a zinebalhanblahblah so i do not write in here as much. in the mail today came some zines for ME including one by "ethan" who is POSSIBLY the same ethan boy whose zine i read in 8th grade and subsequently fell in love with and sent a real nervous 8th grade fan letter to. & he replied and i was sold on zines forever, the end. uhh winoramblin. michael who has been napping for 18 hours got an icecream cake 4 me! ever since the part in the babysitters club movie when kristy is late to her surprise bday party because she was locked in a carnival chasing after her deadbeat dad and everyone says, 'the cake is melting, whose idea was it to get an icecream cake anyway' and everyone looks at mallory with disdain, i have been CRAVING ice cream cake! this isnt a very good entry but its my birthday so f all yall. definitely been polishing off michaels bottle of wine for my birthday thats for sure. uhhhhhhh um. drunkydrunkster. uhh, yesterday i was watching "king kong" the new release film, UM just so you know that pg13 rating is INACCURATE, it was pretty much the scariest movie ive ever seen EVER and crying and bad dreams je suis serieuse, see i am learnin french & all. WHAT IF, souls really do exist & last forever. 1% of the time i allow myself to believe this and it is a very nice time but you know. ultimately, prawley not. today i ran into my fave homeless friend, he is always on william st bein a gentleman. he said, it sure is nice out these days. i said, the air smells good all the time. he said, yup. i said, today its my birthday. he shook my hand and said, many happy returns of the day. uhhhhhhhh this wine is very drunky. i guess i better go live it up. sincerely sarah