a voice unheard.....so don't listen
Dear _____ ,
I beleive i might be going insane. and when i say insane i mean that i'm breaking down from everything that there is to break down about. its just way too much to handle. I do not want to start college and have to worry so much about carrying my 500 lb books. I do not want to have to keep trying to find a car for me because there isn't one out there. I do not want to have to deal w/everything going on w/chris. it should be as simple as 2+2 but for some reason the answer is never 4. always something else. I do not want to live this life anymore. and well that just sucks. Most of all I do not want to feel like this anymore. I do not want to feel like every moment is too much to handle and i do not want to feel like everything is a mess. So ______ will you please just listen to the things i have to say. Theres no need to help me out considering you don't exist but just listen to me and make me understand what i need to do.
Sincerely,
Ashley Jachimiak
I beleive i might be going insane. and when i say insane i mean that i'm breaking down from everything that there is to break down about. its just way too much to handle. I do not want to start college and have to worry so much about carrying my 500 lb books. I do not want to have to keep trying to find a car for me because there isn't one out there. I do not want to have to deal w/everything going on w/chris. it should be as simple as 2+2 but for some reason the answer is never 4. always something else. I do not want to live this life anymore. and well that just sucks. Most of all I do not want to feel like this anymore. I do not want to feel like every moment is too much to handle and i do not want to feel like everything is a mess. So ______ will you please just listen to the things i have to say. Theres no need to help me out considering you don't exist but just listen to me and make me understand what i need to do.
Sincerely,
Ashley Jachimiak