Birthday
Today, January 20th, I turn 20. Golden birthday, no longer a teen, a quarter of my life lived, 2 decades since birth, starting my prime, and doin it like one tough, sexy, genius motherfucker.
I remember being very young, anticipating older ages. I remember when the age of 16 was a far-off milestone, that milestone was 4 years ago :D
Ahh shit, now what? Where to now? I'm still ready for more life, now I've just gotta kick my own ass into it some more!
This is sort of unbelievable, slightly scary, being this age suddenly. Time has just rolled on and unfolded faster and faster. I remember being a kid and summers seemed like year-long happy fun-fests. Now the seasons fly by in my awareness but neglect of them. I want to live and be content in the moment even more, not try to, but do.
New years/20th golden birthday resolution- roundhouse kick the world's ass like I know I can; act more than thinking about acting; realize my manhood solidly (that sounded a bit funny...), take the driver's seat and drive into all of my dreams and adventures I long for; rediscover connection to my fellow man/woman; get more hobbies to dedicate myself to; be happy in whatever I do.
To my real brothas n' sistas out there- I love you!
I remember being very young, anticipating older ages. I remember when the age of 16 was a far-off milestone, that milestone was 4 years ago :D
Ahh shit, now what? Where to now? I'm still ready for more life, now I've just gotta kick my own ass into it some more!
This is sort of unbelievable, slightly scary, being this age suddenly. Time has just rolled on and unfolded faster and faster. I remember being a kid and summers seemed like year-long happy fun-fests. Now the seasons fly by in my awareness but neglect of them. I want to live and be content in the moment even more, not try to, but do.
New years/20th golden birthday resolution- roundhouse kick the world's ass like I know I can; act more than thinking about acting; realize my manhood solidly (that sounded a bit funny...), take the driver's seat and drive into all of my dreams and adventures I long for; rediscover connection to my fellow man/woman; get more hobbies to dedicate myself to; be happy in whatever I do.
To my real brothas n' sistas out there- I love you!