Long time no see

Dec 15, 2005 04:11

Hey, I'm back, I hardly ever pay attention to this thing anymore.

I recently got a job at Kohls. Made me some money, quit me a job. Now I'm unemployed and back into my shitty sleep routine (which was shitty even when working). I feel kinda run down from stress/lack of exercise/bad sleeping patterns. I just need a muthafuckin jumpstart, some solitude, some regular meditation, and some good sex.

I've been changing a bit, honing my beliefs/words (as always). But I am still an armchair revolutionary. I envision revolution, whether fast or slow, visible or invisible. The cliche of wanting to change the world, the reality of the possibility of it, the conflict of the everyday.

My head's been all over the place lately. My life is kinda unsatisfactory, but nothin too bad. I don't feel as close to people as I'd like to be.

I've been fairly successful with females lately, but something's lacking (yeah, not enough love OR lust). I've learned a lot and I've become much more confident, and I'm optimistic for this coming year, however.

I want to go backpacking through Europe (w/ Tomas) next spring. I must if it is possible. I'm very excited for such an adventure, one that could hopefully set off many more. I want to break out of my shell and keep in the light. I want to stop being a procrastinating hypocrite, and I want to put my grand potential to good use.

I won a bid on a bitchin aviator hat a couple days ago...




should be here within the next week or two!

Hey everyone, if there's anything about anything you think I should know, sock it to me. Give me a hug too, I need it.
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