an update of sorts
Well, it's a blue moon tonight so I suppose I should post a journal.
It's strange living alone again. The last time I was alone, I was constantly restless and always wanting to go down to Denver to visit my syblings. Now it's like I am more content and just going with whatever happens.
Also it would seem that my personality has slightly reverted back to how I was a few years ago, in some ways. That is to say, I have become slightly more asshole-ish again, and sarcasm comes easily to my mouth, almost unbidden. Even at work, I'm not acting quite so happy-ish as what's expected... or maybe it is not expected. I don't know. I'll try not to do anything that would get me fired at least..
Guess I've just realized this, but I've been like this for a couple months now. I could care less if it goes away too. At least I'm trying not to be fake. Hm.
Yet at the same time it seems I have taken more interest in things of life. Strange combination that.
Anyways, apparently I'm not going to be alone for long at the moment. It's been decided, Christy and Robert are moving in with me at the end of March. That will be good; I've been thinking that I have too much empty space in my house. I am going out to Portland to 'help' with the moving, but really Christy just wants me to see the ocean. It will be my first time, I'm not sure what to expect. I just hope it is not too cold.
Hm, what else.. I'm keeping up with my violin practice, and am forcing myself to incorporate virbrato..hard though it is.
And I just finished with my .hack//GU profile drawings. Put hair on Kuhn, and finished Pi (she looks surprisingly good too.) I decided not to do Yata or Endrance; I do like them and all, but it's just way too much work. XD
Well, should probably get back to work; I have a mountain of sheets and my legs are already feeling like they're going to fall off. *sigh*
It's strange living alone again. The last time I was alone, I was constantly restless and always wanting to go down to Denver to visit my syblings. Now it's like I am more content and just going with whatever happens.
Also it would seem that my personality has slightly reverted back to how I was a few years ago, in some ways. That is to say, I have become slightly more asshole-ish again, and sarcasm comes easily to my mouth, almost unbidden. Even at work, I'm not acting quite so happy-ish as what's expected... or maybe it is not expected. I don't know. I'll try not to do anything that would get me fired at least..
Guess I've just realized this, but I've been like this for a couple months now. I could care less if it goes away too. At least I'm trying not to be fake. Hm.
Yet at the same time it seems I have taken more interest in things of life. Strange combination that.
Anyways, apparently I'm not going to be alone for long at the moment. It's been decided, Christy and Robert are moving in with me at the end of March. That will be good; I've been thinking that I have too much empty space in my house. I am going out to Portland to 'help' with the moving, but really Christy just wants me to see the ocean. It will be my first time, I'm not sure what to expect. I just hope it is not too cold.
Hm, what else.. I'm keeping up with my violin practice, and am forcing myself to incorporate virbrato..hard though it is.
And I just finished with my .hack//GU profile drawings. Put hair on Kuhn, and finished Pi (she looks surprisingly good too.) I decided not to do Yata or Endrance; I do like them and all, but it's just way too much work. XD
Well, should probably get back to work; I have a mountain of sheets and my legs are already feeling like they're going to fall off. *sigh*