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[part 3] Remedy [3/3]

[anonymous]

He kisses him again and his thoughts dry up, a vague buzz in his head as Spain grinds up against him and kisses him back, too; he's irritatingly gentle in both, and Romano listens to the desperate rhythm of denim shifting roughly against itself and the quiet noises from both of them and he really can't take much more of this, letting go of Spain's wrists and moving to the button on his jeans, undoing it eventually even while violently trembling and running his fingers across the waistband of his underwear before -

“Stop, Romano, please,” Spain grabs him and rolls him off in a quick role-reversal and before he can shout at him for stopping right fucking there his eyes meet Spain's and they're dark, pupils dilated with arousal but also with something he doesn't want to see at all. “You're drunk. You're not thinking properly -”

“Asshole, don't you know anything?” Romano struggles fruitlessly against his former caretaker's powerful grip as traitorous tears spill down his cheeks, leaving wet trails in their wake. “I'm doing this because I want you - you stupid fuck, I'm drunk because it's your fault I can't do goddamn anything right, I can't even keep my faith properly because you fuck it up every single...”

He coughs and stops, biting the inside of his lip furiously to stop it from shaking and tasting traces of copper as he squeezes his eyes shut and tries to block everything out. Fuck, he's gone and done it now; he's ruined more or less the only stable friendship he ever had because he can't keep his mind away from depravity.

Spain brushes the hair from his face and kisses him on the temple, his tight hold on his wrists loosening. “Don't cry like that, Romano,” he says quietly into his ear. “I don't think keeping that bottled up instead of telling me about it would make God any happier with you. He loves you no matter what you are, and I do too, okay?”

Romano opens his eyes, looks over at Spain's smiling face and feels his own crumpling again. “Shut the hell up, you don't know shit, got - got it?”

“Sure,” Spain's laugh echoes across his head and he can't stop crying for some reason, although the knot is disappearing; he's pathetic, really. That's Spain's fault too, for being a shitty boss and a stupid tomato-bastard who thinks he knows everything. “Come on, bed.”

He doesn't want to argue with him any more, though, he realises as Spain lifts him and carries him up the stairs. It's because he's wasted and sleepy and there's no point, he decides. He'd better be alone in his bed when he wakes up, though, or he's going to kick Spain's ass up and down Naples, dammit.

Re: [part 3] Remedy [3/3]

[anonymous]

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

That was incredibly cute! loved it anon, loved it

Re: [part 3] Remedy [3/3]

[anonymous]

D'aawww that was really sweet. I loved how you wrote Romano, the conflicting emotions and haze filling his head from the drink. And Spain's reactions. Beautiful, anon. Truly.
WANG townsmen. LOL WHAT, RECAPTCHA? Having dirty thoughts?

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[anonymous]

Ok one, two, three... AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~~~~~~~~

Romano's lil' insults inserted in between his thoughts are both cute and hilarious. xD

Oh Spain, being both oblivious and understanding at the same time too. Lovely~

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[anonymous]

OH MY GOD YES! this was incredible oh god oh god
Romano is so

and Spain is so

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♥♥♥
And I thought I couldn't love this pairing any more.
I fucking love how you wrote them, how you wrote Romano especially, I mean we all know he's immature but he's not stupid (I think) and I loved how his thoughts were so real and dark and hazy and sjfdl;af;jds idek i love you so hard anon
drunk!kink ftw

...sequel? omg i want more so bad /pathetic desperate fangirl

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[anonymous]

Aw, Anon, that was beautiful~

Romano is so very angry -mostly at himself- that it figures he could end up driking not to think about it anymore. It breaks my heart. You did a great work!