syke
i really wish i had something happy to write in here about.
right now, my life feels washed-out.
it feels unstable, chaotic, and washed-out.
maybe things will feel better when i have a crap job at in 'n out or the gas station 1 minute away from my place.
shit i could walk.
or ride a bike.
if i had one.
why am i thinking about kids i went to highschool with? am i subconciously wanting to compare what my life has become to theirs? because whether i like it or not i always felt like i was destined for greatness, and my name in lights.
i'm barely anywhere.
right now, my life feels washed-out.
it feels unstable, chaotic, and washed-out.
maybe things will feel better when i have a crap job at in 'n out or the gas station 1 minute away from my place.
shit i could walk.
or ride a bike.
if i had one.
why am i thinking about kids i went to highschool with? am i subconciously wanting to compare what my life has become to theirs? because whether i like it or not i always felt like i was destined for greatness, and my name in lights.
i'm barely anywhere.