I hate weird dreams!!!
Ok so I just woke up from the weirdest dream of my life I think. I dont know where to start about it. but It was mostly about people form my home town. I am kinda greatful for it becuase I think I saw a glimpse of my life if I choose a differnt path in life. It would have been a path with out my wife. And that would SUCK big time. Like in the dream I was like everyone else in town going to the local bar talking about the "good old days" and not doing much with my life. I dunno.. the dream has me thinking.
I am looking at my life and I am like how did I get to this point? Its soo weird becuase I am living in Idaho! Who would have thought that about me! I mean maybe everyone assumed that. Its weird because I am about to graduate next semester. School is actually going really well. My lowest grade should be a
b-. That would be in Business Law. I seriously kicked the booty out of my hardest class and I have a shot for an A with the final and some extra credit. I am actually getting really excited about grduation and finding a job and getting into the real world. i feel like I have been in school forever. Grad school is still an option if I get a scholorship. However I am looking for a job I think. I really want to start working and starting a real life. I dont know how much more school I can take. Grad school would be cool if I get into the program I want. I could get my MBA with an emphasis in Information Assurance(computer securirty). I would be set for life with jobs and such and that field really interest me. It would be a really hard program to get into and to do.
What else is new with me... Nothing really. I work, go to school and hang out with Esther. I mean we are in Idaho. What fun can we really do? We are going to Dallas for christmas. it will be weird not having really sub zero weather for christmas. I am excited to go and hang out with Esthers family. I will miss my family but Esther is my family now. Plus Keith has his little family in VT and Megan has her own place so things are chanigng at home. My parents are going to sell the house and move to Saratoga. I am really happy for them and it makes a lot of sense but it still makes me sad. This house is the only house I really know. Ive been there since I was 4. Scotia had been pretty good to me over the years. there was some good and some really bad times. I am mad that I went back there last winter. I wish I could have spent a care free summer there one more time. I miss Lake George and the track with my boys. I just really need to get out of Idaho. I need to go somewhere else. Somewhere where I can do more then go to the movies and out to eat. i am hoping I find a job somewhere fun. Somewhere where I can makes some good money and start a family. Growing up is really scarry but it is A LOT easier when you have someone to do it with!! Ok well I bet i didnt make any sense. i am going back to bed.
I am looking at my life and I am like how did I get to this point? Its soo weird becuase I am living in Idaho! Who would have thought that about me! I mean maybe everyone assumed that. Its weird because I am about to graduate next semester. School is actually going really well. My lowest grade should be a
b-. That would be in Business Law. I seriously kicked the booty out of my hardest class and I have a shot for an A with the final and some extra credit. I am actually getting really excited about grduation and finding a job and getting into the real world. i feel like I have been in school forever. Grad school is still an option if I get a scholorship. However I am looking for a job I think. I really want to start working and starting a real life. I dont know how much more school I can take. Grad school would be cool if I get into the program I want. I could get my MBA with an emphasis in Information Assurance(computer securirty). I would be set for life with jobs and such and that field really interest me. It would be a really hard program to get into and to do.
What else is new with me... Nothing really. I work, go to school and hang out with Esther. I mean we are in Idaho. What fun can we really do? We are going to Dallas for christmas. it will be weird not having really sub zero weather for christmas. I am excited to go and hang out with Esthers family. I will miss my family but Esther is my family now. Plus Keith has his little family in VT and Megan has her own place so things are chanigng at home. My parents are going to sell the house and move to Saratoga. I am really happy for them and it makes a lot of sense but it still makes me sad. This house is the only house I really know. Ive been there since I was 4. Scotia had been pretty good to me over the years. there was some good and some really bad times. I am mad that I went back there last winter. I wish I could have spent a care free summer there one more time. I miss Lake George and the track with my boys. I just really need to get out of Idaho. I need to go somewhere else. Somewhere where I can do more then go to the movies and out to eat. i am hoping I find a job somewhere fun. Somewhere where I can makes some good money and start a family. Growing up is really scarry but it is A LOT easier when you have someone to do it with!! Ok well I bet i didnt make any sense. i am going back to bed.