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[hesselives]

i don't know, you guys. i have over 100 Inception fics to read, accumulated in some sort of mutilated to-read list, jumbled from various anyone and everyone's recs. just looking at them is starting to make me cry. and is it so unfair of me to want to only stick to what my f-listers are producing, because it's a quiet circle but a mighty one? and i

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but...but i feel compelled. ;____; i don't even know. NEUROTIC MESS SPEAKING. great writing just...completes my life. or changes it. or something. i'm so skewed~

perceptions are the most annoying fuckers on the planet, i gotta say. >:|

re: 3) i have always identified more with the males in my life, and that is probably because i am also a total daddy's girl. (no, really, if not for my dad, i would be some sort of melodramatic drug addict right now.) and they try so hard with their 'maleness', don't they? LOL.

re: 2) (wut is order.) i am not gonna lie - in that situation, if i were one of those judge-you-wrong people, i would think you were hipster. BUT FORTUNATELY YOU ARE NOT. \O/

re: 6) you have no idea how many people have said that to my face, too. D: but the weird thing is that (while it is also the result of insecurity) i actually like hearing and perpetuating that. it means i can be left alone when i want to be, and have streetcred...or something. i don't know.

re: 5) FAVORITISM PISSES ME OFF SO HARD. (except when it's me, because i am mean and would take advantage of that, while feeling only a little bit bad. the high of riding the success wave is too good, delires. :( why am i bad person.)

re: 7) YOU KEEP THINKING THAT. AND I WILL CONTINUE TO JUDGE YOU WRONG ON THIS POINT. <3

[hesselives]

re: 2) can i point you to this long, dry explanation of a hipster? xD in short, a hipster thinks, "i am not mainstream. i am so cool that it does not matter if you think i'm cool or not. i will probably tell you that i'm not. because i am. btw, INDIE BANDS." supposedly, they're anti-label. xD hence, the thrift store connection. lol. i admit that i myself have gone thrifting when it became the thing to do.

NO. ACTUALLY NOT AN EXAGGERATION. D: i entered this fandom in October. and there were things written in the many months between the first showing of Inception and October. so. BACKLOG. it makes me anxious.