Jun 29, 2007 13:54
So, that's it, isn't it?
I had a talk with Leoben the other day about my dreams. About my feelings about Elijah vs. the feelings Eli has about him. I know that my dreams mean something, even if it's just something small. Elijah told me that I'd need to break a few rules to make sure things stayed safe, but I'm not sure if he really meant this. But, it feels like it and Leoben said to go with what I feel.
So, I'm going to take a leap out into the world by myself with this. I love Eli, he's like a father to me, but I need to figure this out or I know I'll regret it. I can't ignore this.
But, how do I go to some of these places I see in my dreams? I can't just sneak out and catch a plane to New York or Paris and try to be back before Eli gets up. That's just silly. That's when it hit me. A PINpoint. I'm still figuring out how to work one and how to program some presets into it, but I think it will really help in this journey to find some answers.
Faith. Hope. And Instinct. I think I'm ready.
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