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yeah i admitt it. im losing feelings for whatever i had feelings for. not everything/everyone in general. i just feel like im beign lied too, pushed around and used. then again, there it goes again. i have trust issues. i need to fucking realise that not everyone is out to get me. no it isn't paranoid, its just the fact that i feel extremely hurt by something that just wont go away. i wont tell anyone what exactly it is, though few know what i mean. im still rather haunted by what happened to me the other night, and for those who dont know, please dont ask me about it, ill tell you on my own time or what not. but yeah, im depressed. yeah i hate my life. then again, what teenager doesn't?