Square one;

[hesitant]

I suppose it's not so bad to be back here with what seems like nothing. I know I have more than I am aware of right now. I never had much more than this anyways. I was continually misinformed by myself, and others. It's alright. I don't mind. I want to go somewhere I've never been. I wish plane tickets were cheaper, and that everything was more concrete. I rely too heavily on planning, and taking my time with everything. Perhaps I need to be a little more impulsive occasionally. I don't think it could hurt too much. Hell, maybe it will hurt, and maybe that's what I need. I'm not sure that I've felt a new hurt in years. It's almost always been the same feelings, and situations that have gotten me into trouble. Maybe I just need a new feeling, unfamiliar faces, maybe I just need to be scared for a while, instead of just sad.
I think I'm going to start buying flowers for myself. I want flowers.

Seeing my two nephews, and my niece jumping on the trampoline together just made my day.
hahahah, my mom just got up there. Gosh, I love that lady.