May 12, 2005 11:18
i still cant beleive i said that i wounted to leave when all i really wanted was to leave with you. or just still be with you.
all the everything, hope, and holy realizaion.
i was misinformed by my mind didnt take the hearts way of thinking into account. i added up the pros and cons and the only answer i could come up with is that over thinking anything beautiful will usualy turn it to shit.
foolish me i couldnt see the love, i couldnt ever be trusted with another heart.
gave up the best part to wander with no direction from street to street the fifteen minute walk home turned into a 6 hour walk home and ended with me vomiting and falling asleep with tears soaking everything.
every flower reminds me of lily.