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So today my mom found out her gun was missing & came into my work to confront me about it infront of all my customers. I had big joe unload it & keep it at his house, she is too crazy to have that in our house. I also found out that she's been lying to me, she talked her way out of rehab, & she plans on moving back into the house on June 3rd. Wonderful. Mack & I have to move out asap. It's going to be stressful, but a different/better kind of stress than waiting around for that magical day for everything to be normal again. It's not happening, I'm tired of fighting for a worthless cause, I've been keeping what's left of this family alive for the last good 5 years. I can only hang on for so long without any support. I don't regret anything that's happened to me, It's been a lesson well learned. I'm proud of the person I've become & how I've handled everything. I'm much more confident & a better person because of it. I think it's best to get out while I'm still on a positive note, rather than keep taking more & more in. It's not healthy. I'm also taking my sister with me wherever I end up, she dosent need to grow up like this. We've gone through all this together & I can't leave her behind like that. So if anyone knows of any cheap apartments, or anyone that needs 2 roomates, let me know, please. We both have jobs & can pay rent. It's a little fucked up when your mother chooses her coke addictions over ever seeing her kids ever again. Torromow after work I tell her she can go through rehab, or she can lose her kids. We'll see what happens.

Anyway. Tonight, The Hardway, Fight Scene, & Hell Promise were awesome. I had a good time. Goodnight.