best friends means I pull the trigger

[hes_so_h_over_c]

I talked to jakob yesterday. I must say, it was the first time since we became friends that it didnt tear me up talking to him. I guess its because I have no emotional attachment to him anymore. It was nice not feeling horrible over him. He doesnt deserve that. So I just had fun with him.

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close my eyes
just for tonight
the sun still sleeps
and when she wakes
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