this evening was beau-ti-ful.
Why do I want you when you'll only hurt me again?
Originally uploaded by Mark Velasquez Photography. i 'should have' spent more time outside.
in any case, i heard the sounds of what resembled fireworks (?!) as night fell, and also of planes approaching/landing. i like those sounds. i really must be a city** girl. even if i like to pretend otherwise occasionally.
these made me think of distant freeway sounds. which i do like, although i am passionate pro- public transport.
[contradictions are the key to understanding life, right?]
(**and by 'city,' i don't necessarily mean metropolis or megalopolis...!!)
the one time i walked down & up 'my' road today, i forgot to count paces. clearly, i'm not OCD. ;-)
but it's funny to me- a little- when people suspect me of various minor forms of psych illness. ex.: OCD & ADD. not really the people who know me best, either. huh.
but tra la la, i'm glad people care about me, somewhere out there, kinda sorta.
i just noticed the firework sounds again. i'll go outside and see if i detect anything, eventually, but the last time i did so, some guy was chasing another half-naked and violent-seeming fellow down the road. & all i wanted to do was steer clear. not long thereafter, i found myself in the middle of a minor police chase. it was awkward big white girl season, i reckon.
does anyone else ever wonder about the intervals at which her/his refrigerator re-powers itself? intrigued, i am.
p.s. do you ever realize that you DO have muscles, it's just that they're buried underneath a lot of fat and t/f difficult to detect?!!