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[herzbrennt]

i try as hard as i can, yet i dont know why
nothing ever seems to go right
i try to smile, i try to laugh
but in the end, back in my bed
i cant sleep, only weep
thinking back on all thats wrong
i ask my self why?

what have i done to deserve this
why isnt it all right?
i smile, i laugh
at the end of the night
when i'm back in my bed
i cant help but cry
and i dont know why

but on no not today
the tears didnt wait until bed time
they came much too soon now i cant stop
its 9:43 on a saturday night
and all i can do is cry
should i go to bed now?, dreams are better than this
(or) sit hear in front of this fucking computer
watching my insides burn as i die

i try as hard as i can, yet i dont know why
nothing ever seems to be all right
i try to smile, i try to laugh
but can someone tell me why i cant be glad
waiting for that day or waiting for that night
when i know it will be all right
i'm waiting for that day or night
when you'll tell me look its right now
i'm waiting for that day or night
when i'll be far from hear and i'll know its all right