And Life Goes On

[herzausstein16]

I really don't kno bout nething nemore...1 second i think i've found someone and the next they turn on me jus like the rest...i finally thought that i had connected with sumone that i've been talkin to fer a long time (u kno who u b) but sumhow i kno nuthin will ever come of us and it's really sad... i like him a lot and he's exactly what i'm lookin fer but i've also come to realize that i'll never end up with the person i wanna end up with.
It sux that i'm not as immature as most ppl my age and i'm not into the whole hook up with one guy one night and ferget bout him the next. I physically and emotionally jus can't do that. When i'm with sumone i'm with sumone and that's that and if i ain't with them i ain't doin shit with them.
I mean ppl say ur young u should date lots of guys blah blah blah...i'm not into that i want to be with one person fer a long time and then eventually marry i'm not for the lil week long relationships..and i guess i won't be in another relationship till i find sumone that will be committed to me for longer than a few months and i'm sure ur sayin to urself well u'll never find that cuz no one is like that..well u can keep thinkin that but fer sum reason i think that there is sumone out there that will be like that and till i find them i guess i'll b single..o well life goes on