It's Time I Got Back
Fucking godsdamnit, I want a menopausal mood icon.
I'm conflicted today. I don't know why. I feel like I want to re-make my life, which would be nice, but I'm also notoriously lazy. I wish to spend my time drinking strawberry lemonade and reading somewhat trashy novels, even though I still haven't finished that book on King Stephen of England that my dad bought me for Christmas.
I want to sew my own clothes, so that I can have all the skirts I want in the style I love (for the record, long [as in, between the bottom of my calf and my ankle], with a godet hemline or a ruffle added hem). Yes, if I had a sewing machine, I'd have about 500 skirts.
I also want to make a lot of ATCs of dresses and shoes. I'd also like to learn to draw ANY DAY NOW.
I would love to go home and make a gourmet meal, and then sit down and sew up a toile duvet cover, even though it's been too damp lately to sleep in anything other than a sheet, so the duvet is doing double duty as an extra pillow.
I'm becoming OBSESSED with red lipstick. I need to find the perfect one. RIGHT NOW. This instant I want MAC Couture Red Couture No. 5. Please. Thank you. I like MACs Queen's Sin, but it's too metallic a red for me at this point right now. It's more a fall and winter red, methinks. A summer red should be more raspberryish to my befuddled mind.
Also, I would like for Cute IS Guy to get another job so I don't have to see him every damn day. With a new job he'll either get his head cleared up and we can go out again, or he'll completely forget who I am and I'll never have to see him again. Either way, I'd have my answer, so I'm okay with that.