mrr.
I'm so tired. I've worked late both nights this weekend, and tomorrow will be my 5th and 6th shifts in 5 straight days. Work is both awesome and miserable, every time it gets better, the situation with this one kid there gets worse. He loves tormenting me, and I mostly want to kill him. It's a longer story than I should put here, so I'll just say that he's driving me crazy and sometimes keeping me from doing my job, which pisses me off even more. I'm about to move from "wanting a guy around" to full out lonely, and thats' no good either. I'm starting to get back into the self-hating bit of wondering why anyone would want to spend time with me, dating or just friends, and I can't find any reasons. I really hate feeling like this, but I can't seem to snap out of it right now, and I don't know when I will...