i crave to be able to learn again.

[herskepticheart]

I want to sit down and listen to someone be able to look into the their eyes and hear the words pour out of their heart and not their mind...not that that makes any sense but I want to be totally wrapped up into someone and be able to learn everything there is to learn about them and be able to talk for hours on end and be totally content these are the things that make me happy...

i've lost the ability to talk & form thoughts since i stopped talking so long ago.