Not feeling so krunk lately
idk it seems like i am losing or have lost all of my friends... maybe im just lonely. It makes me kinda sad. Life is not looking as beautiful as it once was. idk is it post-pms or what? Sometimes I feel so alone. all my sisters might gang up or talk shit about me hurting my feelings eventhough i try to blow it off. then there is others who i will not name who seem to have gotten other friends and blow me off, and do not call me anymore. then there is zach who apparently is more fucked up then ever. idk why i tend to care about people who are not worth my time. I am pissed at Zach for fucking kissing my younger cousin and being a complete ass hole. she tried to justify it by saying he was really fucked up but i mean knowing him that is just the way he is ALWAYS. well with or without friends i will try and live my life in a postive manner as i project that positive energy towards my future.