I wanted to update a whileeee ago
but the computer at my house sucks!
Well I am at school a day early because of the snow storm...I come back and everyone is like "we don't have classes on Monday!!!" I sit there thinking..."well where are the beers" all though i wanted to pound some beers with my college buddies ( i always wanted to say "college buddies") I still was like Great...because I had my schedule set for Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. My piece of cardboard consisted of information such as
* where i was going to be
*What time i will be there
*and who i will be with.
It sucks that it has to snow for 24 hour because i only had a 12 hour notice to pack my shit and get out of Randolph
the thing is i left on bad terms with a few people...I also left with out saying goodbye to anyone besides my family. Soooo weird.... i didn't even say bye to Guch...but hey she was watching a movie...and i needed to beat the storm.*shrugs shoulders* what can u do.
soo here goes
* waves slowly*
So uh yeah...I guess i will see you guys in March.
As soon as i left the Dolph i was tearing up for like 35 minutes...this was my first real cry in about a week or so...I was doing so well...and i don't even know why i was mascara staining my sweat shirt.
::.snaps out of it.::: anywho!
well let me start from...
Wednesday:
Tobi and I linked up and we sparked a joint then we picked up K-lando and went to see White Noise...I must admit i was scared...I was covering my face but looking between my fingers.
Thursday:
I chilled with Tobi(again), Dicky, and tob's friend Nicole... We went to Boston and we went to Tob's sister's house for a sex toy party...it was very interesting... so interesting that i am considering to be a sex specialist... so she should be calling me soon...I can see it now...standing in front of a party of 10 with lube in my right hand and a vibrator in my left. After nights of pleasure wipes and nipple sensations...I came home and talked to the upper hand *bows* i grabbed a coffee from Dunks (*scoffs* yeah i know...Starbucks was closed) and drove around for a lil and tried to force 2 months worth of conversation in 10 minutes... What Clifford-Alan had to say is what i was but wasn't expecting at the same time...the problemo is *drum roll* Tanya...*sigh* what is a girl supposed to do in a situation like this? I usually write things down so i won't forget but i'm pretty sure i won't forget this conversation so i'm just gonna chill before i'm known as...the girl who cries the first night back. The thing was... i thought it was going to be even more awkward then it was... but i had it under control.
Friday:
I found out that i had to come to rindge...so i was packing and cleaning and smoked three fat blunts.
Saturday:
got the hair did, ran a couple of errands and headed out...
Now i'm here. sitting at my familiar desk...surrounded by familiar people...smoking that familiar thang. This journal entry has no smooth transition...oh well../
Good luck in the blizzard Boston...because the news just basically told us that we are going to die in N.H.
Living my life like it's periwinkle