Sep 25, 2006 01:04
i dont kno wtf is wrong w/ me. i mean theres one thing but i dont kno. i went walkin round for a lil bit which helped me calm down(and luckily i didnt see anyone i kno cuz i kno for a fact that some ppl would b mad cuz i walked around campus at night by myself)...*sigh* i dont kno i really dont. i...i guess i just need that attention and i dont mean it as in all eyes on me...everyone knos im not that way...its just one of those me bein by myself w/o goin anywhere and not talkin to that many ppl or noone at all is not a good thing. for some ppl it may but for me its not. i get in a slum after so long cuz theres nothin to do. and i hate havin to do some things by myself. makes me wish i had a car but then id prob. not b here right now and would b somewhere else...and 10 to 1 id b by myself...lol i kno never fails. ive just lost all type of motivation right now and i dont kno how ill b able to get it back...
but i guess i should sleep it is past 1 so yea...night...
hershey