Jul 31, 2004 20:11
I think I'll always be second best to someone else.
I'm not calling Patrick. I'm sorry but I'm going to take what little pride I have and move on with my life. Why should I call someone who has no time for me....no one has any time for me, even my own family. He doesn't care, well that's fine, whatever floats his boat. I still care but I'm not at that level of pathetic yet.
Jenn was the only one who always had time for me. I was her favourite person in the world next to Orlando Bloom, haha, and she was mine. I miss her.
I just had a really really bad evening so...just lay off ok?
I want to leave. Someone should come and take me away because that would be really nice.