Vindicated

[herrmorden]

So I saw Spiderman 2 last night.

I thought it was quite good. The love scenes were cheesy,but then again, love is pure cheddar.

But, the movie isn't that important. What happened afterward is.

As the credits rolled, this song came on.

"Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

{Chorus}
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption..."

Then it hit me.
The line "I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself". When I heard that, I was torn up inside.

I almost cried all the way home. The tears welled up inside me, and my eyes burned.

I managed to hold it all in for about an hour. Something possessed me to download that song. So, i waited while it downloaded, and listened to it again and again.

Finally, about the 3rd time I heard that line, I broke down. And I don't know why. I just cried myself to sleep.

What the hell is wrong with me.