Jan 18, 2006 11:25
Hello again.
Well I am in a place a real recovery but the fear is still in the backround.
This last 6 months has affected me and I think the effects will last many years if not for the rest of my life.
I was unemployeed and was unable to find a job. even the temp jobs ran dry for me.
I had mad a dead line about when I ran out of money and had to move back to san diego.
I had 2 job posibilies but they were taking a while to get back to me.
I turned down a job making 10.00 an hour working nights and weekends.
Things got scary
At the 2 week from death I started making plans to move back to san diego including boxing personal items.
The next day I got the call for a followup interview (3 actually)
I was told I will know in 4 days.
timer went to 11 days til line of demise
The next morning I got the call and the offer.
I was so stressed I was not even happy I was releaved.
It has been very rough now I must catch up on 6 months of bills and loans.
On the SCA front
At this point in my life I am putting ANY return to the SCA on hold til my emotional, financial and emotional health is better.
I would like to say that without the support of my Lady I would have lost my mind and honestly run amuck.
Well there is an overview.
Oh yeah, if your going to email me info if it is stress causing SCA gossip I would rather not know. My ulcers (yes more than 1) are not willing to deal.
HUGZ to all
D.W.