What ein Whirlwind Life Is...
Oh my...where to begin? So far, mein vacation has been absolutely wonderful. I never expected mein Engel's proposal, but how could I say 'No'? I can only imagine der creative threats mein Kinder have given him...Und on that note, I do appreciate it, however I do wish you lot wouldn't do it so often. Here's looking at you, Jan.
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And if you only knew what I've done, Father... would you press that button and reduce me to ashes? Surely I'd be deserving of it.
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I haven't spoken to Jan recently - I don't know if he's decided to move or when. Pete needed some time to himself to think, and... since I know you easily retrieve the data from my chip, yes, Father.
I cannot lie. I created ghouls without orders to do so. They remained with me in the basement of the Lounge, and have already been disposed of, but the fact remains.
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He's asked me to begin looking for ein apartment or somewhere he can stay for ein while, but I haven't made too much progress. I can't say I entirely blame him either; of all mein Kinder, I would have thought you'd be more responsible than to let this happen.
If they've been destroyed, they're no concern of mine und I'm not going to be bothered with it while I'm on vacation.
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Father... I just don't understand. Frau Rip has her beloved, my brother has Kim. Don't I deserve to be happy? I made those ghouls because I wanted to see if I could truly keep company with the dead; be the abomination it's assumed I must be.
In three days I murdered six people, sat and waited for them to rise once more. I watched while they ripped apart six more patrons I brought down to the basement. And then, once I came to the realization that the dead were of no comfort, I took my knife to their lifeless hearts.
It's all there, Father. All there on my chip...
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Mein Lieutenant loves ein man that can feel no affection for her und your brother is only happy with his girl because they're both ein pair of Hures und they know und fully accept it. Der dead make no gut company, boy.
What of it, then? I've killed numerous lovers; most, out of mercy. You haven't yet lived to feel that pain, mein goldenes Kind. You haven't watched them die beneath your own hands in der name of something intangible. There ist no comfort to be had in those mindless creatures. I of all people should know; some of them were once men that I held dear. Don't do it again, boy.
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I never meant to be insolent, Father, I simply made a bad decision. I'll not make that same mistake again.
Everything's coming apart, faster than I could hope to hold it together. I'm losing my own brother... and I have faith that Pete will come back, even if only to tell me goodbye.
I asked you once if you could possibly alter the chip and make me human again, Father. Should it come to pass that I lose my last shred of decency... I would rather see myself removed from immortality by the same man who brought me hence.
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He was trying to protect you, you know; but there's no reasoning with him when he's this angry. I'll try und talk with him when he's in ein better mood, but he's still not too open with me.
Don't be stupid, boy. This will pass just as everything else has; you must grow used to it.
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But lying like that... accusing me of not respecting him enough to tell Pete about things.
I'm sorry, Father. You have a vacation to enjoy - I'll swallow this pill like the rest, there is a reason medicine is bitter, after all.
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Well...I sort of have to agree with him about telling Pete; that should have been made known quite ein bit earlier on. Jan lies because he wants to take care of you, Luke. He doesn't want to see you hurt and I suppose he thinks you're ashamed of him.
Take some sugar with it, mein Kind. It goes down better that way.
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No... you don't understand, Father. I didn't tell Pete earlier because I feared him leaving in disgust without understanding the reasons behind the matter. I only wanted the relationship to have stability before divulging such personal information, but it seems that even my best intentions have turned out for the worst.
And I want no sweetness on my tongue unless it's his... perhaps that sounds dramatic, but it's true. As for Jan and I, in time I should hope to restore family ties, and put my lover's fears at ease.
I owe them that much.
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