Apr 04, 2007 09:38
new medication today.
i'm scared because the last medication i was on almost cost me my life.
it cost me a healthy heart and liver.
but i'm keeping an open mind because i don't think there is anything else i can do to make it better, and my heart can't handle all of the anxiety, but still.
wtf, i hate this
i just want to love my fucking life like i should