I'm back
*sigh* I know that I have been neglecting this journal for quite some time now, but I just never had the ambition to write anything. Now, that I have been nudged for a few times (thanks Julia *s*), I decided to make a new entry.
It's just that I'm kinda busy right now. I mean, there aren't any interesting things happening in my private life (just the same old), but school and other duties are taking up all of my time and keeping me from having fun. I've never had this much to do. Last year I got in some kind of routine of going to school, watching TV and going online. Some weekends I would go out with my friends, but to say the truth, that wasn't happening very often. It was comfortable for me and I got used to it.
Now it's entirely different. My school duties have grown so much and I'm also starting to learn for my driver's license. It's really just a lot of emotional baggage. I think I'm constantly worrying about everything. Money, driving, school future... And now I'm still not going out much but currently it's because I really don't have the time. Now I wish to go back to last year and use all this freetime that I had. But it's too late now.
Today was just one of these days you know? All this stuff kept adding up and at the end of the day I was completely exhausted and snapped at my parents for minor things. But I think even I (a rather good-natured person) should be allowed to be bitchy from time to time.
Julia convinced me to watch "Queer as folk" yesterday (or rather today). That's why I got to sleep at 1 am. And then I had school till 5 pm, with driving lessons in between. Now I'm tired...
But back to the TV show, I think I really liked it. It was fun to watch and I think it could become one of my favourite shows, if there wasn't the minor detail that it runs on mondays at night. I can't afford to go to sleep that late every monday and then get up the same day and go to school. I'm not fun to be around if I'm sleep-deprived. But thank God, in two weeks are Easter holidays. Then I can sleep in and watch the show.
I think I'm done now, I have to eat dinner...
It's just that I'm kinda busy right now. I mean, there aren't any interesting things happening in my private life (just the same old), but school and other duties are taking up all of my time and keeping me from having fun. I've never had this much to do. Last year I got in some kind of routine of going to school, watching TV and going online. Some weekends I would go out with my friends, but to say the truth, that wasn't happening very often. It was comfortable for me and I got used to it.
Now it's entirely different. My school duties have grown so much and I'm also starting to learn for my driver's license. It's really just a lot of emotional baggage. I think I'm constantly worrying about everything. Money, driving, school future... And now I'm still not going out much but currently it's because I really don't have the time. Now I wish to go back to last year and use all this freetime that I had. But it's too late now.
Today was just one of these days you know? All this stuff kept adding up and at the end of the day I was completely exhausted and snapped at my parents for minor things. But I think even I (a rather good-natured person) should be allowed to be bitchy from time to time.
Julia convinced me to watch "Queer as folk" yesterday (or rather today). That's why I got to sleep at 1 am. And then I had school till 5 pm, with driving lessons in between. Now I'm tired...
But back to the TV show, I think I really liked it. It was fun to watch and I think it could become one of my favourite shows, if there wasn't the minor detail that it runs on mondays at night. I can't afford to go to sleep that late every monday and then get up the same day and go to school. I'm not fun to be around if I'm sleep-deprived. But thank God, in two weeks are Easter holidays. Then I can sleep in and watch the show.
I think I'm done now, I have to eat dinner...