Nervous and Anxious, It Really Counts This Time
"How badly do I want this?"
Really gotta contemplate that question. Everythings soooooooo fucking great that its killing me. God knows I'll mess it up or something else will. Lacrosse is turning into a shit storm and I dont even wanna talk about it. ODU is finally reviewing my material and I will hopefully know soon so I can send in this damn change of school request form to Quantico. Theres just so much thats been going on and its awesome but on the same card its bringing up new problems. But are they really problems? Ahhhh. Worst case scenario I start back at square one and that wasn't to bad a place.
"I really want this"
Really gotta contemplate that question. Everythings soooooooo fucking great that its killing me. God knows I'll mess it up or something else will. Lacrosse is turning into a shit storm and I dont even wanna talk about it. ODU is finally reviewing my material and I will hopefully know soon so I can send in this damn change of school request form to Quantico. Theres just so much thats been going on and its awesome but on the same card its bringing up new problems. But are they really problems? Ahhhh. Worst case scenario I start back at square one and that wasn't to bad a place.
"I really want this"