Where Are We Going?

[heroxofxthexday]

So unfortunately we lost our first game. Very reminiscent of last years loss. Such a shame, but such is life sometimes. Live and learn. I could spew sentimental phrases all night but I feel they do no good to anyone. Ugh the season's a mess already and only enforces my extreme dislike of drugs. Kyle and Joey were caught smoking pot and are suspended, no one can deal with their pain and take massive amounts of Motrin and other aspirin pills and injuries are occuring left and right. It almost seems as if no one prepared for anything at all...such a shame. I feel like all my motives are questioned and everythings a big farce, like nothing I do matters sometimes, but only for a moment. Then I recall that it does matter and that if I don't do it who will? That maybe if I do it long enough and with enough passion and dedication it may inspire those around me to do the same. Lofty goals for a head already in the clouds. Hey, it pays to dream.

So let's move on to positives: My ROTC Evaluations have been sent out to my teachers which I took the responsibility of hand delivering to them. No excuses, gotta be perfect to a T. I mean it's only the next 10 years of my life here, nothing big. I can't wait to play again on Thursday, hopefully come out with a win. It'd make this weekend that much better, along with some other hopefully fortuitous events :-) I have to say I'm thoroughly enjoying the direction this is moving in and am really excited for what's next. I missed all this.

Well here we are again, the threshold of greatness awaits and it begins with a step.