Apr 20, 2007 06:11
Everything's gotta be difficult.
Thats not a complaint, but more like a standard. I need to fight for something in order to belive in/care about it. If it's given to me on a silver platter I wont care about it, I wont care no matter how good it is. This is refering to a particular circumstance in the life o' me that has occured recently. Friends and such arent really helping and I'm kind of at a loss. Howevr Jane really helped put it into perspective and made me feel better. I just dont care the same way. I can't. It's against my nature. You'd think after all the shit I've been through this would be a Godsend but in actuality its causing me to lose focus which is erxactly why I didnt want it in the first place. Something's gotta go right. Not this though, this isn't what I want...right now anyway.
watchthesunrisex: dont forget, even if it we dont stay in contact, when you become a famous sniper, ill hang your picture on my wall loll
watchthesunrisex: or a porn star, whichever