We're Lacking Something
Well it's Christmas Eve and everyone's out doing something and I just got home from work. It's pointless to be at work today, unless you work at an electronic/retail store. I think my boss failed economics because it was definitley not "cost effective" to have the store open today. Plus we only have 25 orders of chicken kickers. Fuck Domino's. I feel shitty, I'm tired and I really feel like I'm missing something. Badly. I dunno if it's just the time of year or whatever, all I know is I feel I'm lacking. I want to be warm, I love warmth, absolutely. My home is a little bit of a mess. My cousin is a waste of space and going nowhere fast. My brother, likewise. Speding day after day with his 19 year-old mentally defficient snaggle-tooth. It disgusts me. Who am I to judge happiness though, right? Oh I just wanna leave. I wanna find sonmeone to leave with. I can't wait til....Something. I can't put my finger on it, but I want it. A little mood music. God help me.
"Hating You For Christmas"- Everclear
Thanks for the Christmas card
I don't want to hear about your new job now
I don't want to hear about your new boyfriend
I don't want to hear about it all working out for you
No, I don't want to hear it now
I don't want to hear about your swinging new place
I don't want to hear how everyone thinks it's great
I just want to sit in our apartment and hate you
Yes, I will be hating you for Christmas
You can have the Christmas tree
Remember when we bought it at the store down the street?
Remember when I found that cheesy color wheel?
I don't want to think about the lights on your white skin
No, I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about last year at your dad's
You said it was the best sex that we both ever had
I don't want to think about my face in your soft hair
I will be hating you for Christmas
I must be losing my mind
There's gotta be a better way to deal with the pain
There's gotta be a better way to deal with the hate
Wish that I could find some way to make you go away
Wish that I could have a drink and make you fade
I wish that I could have myself a drink and make you fade
I wish that I could have a drink and make you go away
Yeah make you go away
Wish that I could make you go away
I will be hatng you for Christmas
Yeah I will be hating you for Christmas
Thanks for the Christmas card
"Hating You For Christmas"- Everclear
Thanks for the Christmas card
I don't want to hear about your new job now
I don't want to hear about your new boyfriend
I don't want to hear about it all working out for you
No, I don't want to hear it now
I don't want to hear about your swinging new place
I don't want to hear how everyone thinks it's great
I just want to sit in our apartment and hate you
Yes, I will be hating you for Christmas
You can have the Christmas tree
Remember when we bought it at the store down the street?
Remember when I found that cheesy color wheel?
I don't want to think about the lights on your white skin
No, I don't want to think about it
I don't want to think about last year at your dad's
You said it was the best sex that we both ever had
I don't want to think about my face in your soft hair
I will be hating you for Christmas
I must be losing my mind
There's gotta be a better way to deal with the pain
There's gotta be a better way to deal with the hate
Wish that I could find some way to make you go away
Wish that I could have a drink and make you fade
I wish that I could have myself a drink and make you fade
I wish that I could have a drink and make you go away
Yeah make you go away
Wish that I could make you go away
I will be hatng you for Christmas
Yeah I will be hating you for Christmas
Thanks for the Christmas card