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i saw my jeffy today...i love him sooooooo much...i have his heart again..and he most definately has mine...hes what ive always been looking for...he cares so much...aw..he goes out of his way to open doors for me..like today he was driving and he walked all the way around the car just to open my door...he treats me with the upmost respect...he is amazing...i dont know that there is anyone greater than him...i love spending time with him...and he acts like an actual human being...he doesnt put me down or hit me with poles...now why did i ever leave him again?...jeff is perfect...i wish i couldve seen it the first time...and the fact that no relationship has lasted like ours shows that..he puts up with me and he doesnt leave me when things get tough...he doesnt show his ass like some people..he truely cares...this not having a car situation is killing me..i wish bret would be a fucking..its his fault and its fucking me over...he needs to be buying me a new car..but he wont because he's a loser, a coward, dense, lazy, untrustworty, unreliable, a theif, and will never do anything with is life...jeff is none of these...i think i made a good decision