bret....
so im talking to sean...yey!!!..i didnt get to talk to him yesterday..this kid is what every boy should be..hes amazing and sweet and funny and smart and has goals and asparations and hes accomplished and has a job and hobbies and wow hes just the best...and he treats me like an angel!! thats the best part...some people should get lessons from this amazing boy!! he is absolutely wonderful...and as many times as weve tried to make things work..this time it does..and im loving it! hes so nice to me..ahhh its so awesome!!! it makes me so happy...he can cheer me up like crazy..because today was the worst...i started worrying about my car and i just know bret is gonna be the loser that he is and not pay for my car...he just loves to prove me right..the boy has so much going for him...i just wish he would do something with his life..he really can be an awesome kid...i hate having to be a bitch to him...i care about the kid a lot...too bad he never cared the same about me...i loved the kid...and he never loved me back...it kills me...he could really be something...he needs to go back to school because the kid is going nowhere...i had to tell him that were taking him to court if he doesnt pay maybe he'll get the message..