every day, but especially on my birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. its everyone's birthday.
vacation was:
dad's. [see also subsequent posts about big happy things that occured here]. mom's. family therapy. seeing friends. Kate's sticks and stones. CHRIS TRAVIS AND LIZ BETTER BE COMING TO SEE ME SOON. thanksgiving on long island with Nick's family. drive to Nushi's. Mum met Dolphi, Sam, Sasha.
at midnight i got 12 beautiful kisses to usher in my seventeenth year. Nushi was the culprit. my birthday in terms of drugs: my first substance was blow. move on to pot. hot coke sex. home/Nushi's to sleep. Elena and Libby make more sleep improbable. more pot in the morning. pussy beer stolen from mo's .Elena learns blunt. more pot. peanut butter sandwiches [i have pretty pictures]. train to Alex. SNAP. smoke at my moon spot in Central Park. i can't go back to reality when my world is a swirling mushroom. manhatten diner. the abandoned basement avec un chat orange sur Libby. sly exit through other store. tiny bathroom. alcove. the unattainable place. the Dakota. Strawberry Fields. Vienna. train. TABOURINE MAN. blunt between the cars. Sam's. blow. watch the sunrise by myself on the dock. awake till 11 am helping Sam.
woke up at 9 pm. did more drugs. drugs. food. drugs. sleep. sex. Myckie. goodbye to Sam. the Big Empty House. walk home with Priscilla. Rachel. joint. work. clean. smoke.
back to school.
good things that have happened since i got back: B+ on my sociology paper about dr seuss. will start providing for lower campus. [see me]. He will be Mine. Sam talk with Nushi.
there is so much more.
vacation was:
dad's. [see also subsequent posts about big happy things that occured here]. mom's. family therapy. seeing friends. Kate's sticks and stones. CHRIS TRAVIS AND LIZ BETTER BE COMING TO SEE ME SOON. thanksgiving on long island with Nick's family. drive to Nushi's. Mum met Dolphi, Sam, Sasha.
at midnight i got 12 beautiful kisses to usher in my seventeenth year. Nushi was the culprit. my birthday in terms of drugs: my first substance was blow. move on to pot. hot coke sex. home/Nushi's to sleep. Elena and Libby make more sleep improbable. more pot in the morning. pussy beer stolen from mo's .Elena learns blunt. more pot. peanut butter sandwiches [i have pretty pictures]. train to Alex. SNAP. smoke at my moon spot in Central Park. i can't go back to reality when my world is a swirling mushroom. manhatten diner. the abandoned basement avec un chat orange sur Libby. sly exit through other store. tiny bathroom. alcove. the unattainable place. the Dakota. Strawberry Fields. Vienna. train. TABOURINE MAN. blunt between the cars. Sam's. blow. watch the sunrise by myself on the dock. awake till 11 am helping Sam.
woke up at 9 pm. did more drugs. drugs. food. drugs. sleep. sex. Myckie. goodbye to Sam. the Big Empty House. walk home with Priscilla. Rachel. joint. work. clean. smoke.
back to school.
good things that have happened since i got back: B+ on my sociology paper about dr seuss. will start providing for lower campus. [see me]. He will be Mine. Sam talk with Nushi.
there is so much more.