Leave the gun, take the cannoli.

Dec 05, 2006 14:21

Today is one of those weird days. Well this whole weekend has been. Haven't been sleeping very well, something is on my mind that I don't want to delve into, but I know I won't be able to sleep again if I don't.

I'm tired of feeling guilty for not liking someone that likes me. It's probably a throw back from my ugly days, since I don't see any other cute girls feeling guilty for it. I know what it's like to be on the other side, though. And I don't want to make someone feel that way.

But, it's wearing me out. Trying to keep the fine balance of having him as a friend without trying to make him like me anymore. What should I do? Just give up as being friends with him? Date him anyways? Because seriously, he knows that I'm not interested in him that way. We have to go over it what feels like every month.

I'm just tired of it.

And I'm going to post another entry about something else, let me know if you care about my rants, and I'll add you to the allowed group.

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