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i got the job at sunglass hut! if i stretch my expectations a little, i could probably say that my dreams of selling designer eyeware have finally been realized. first day of training is tomorrow and on saturday i do more training with carol. i get my car in around two weeks or however long it takes the state to mail my parents the permanent license plates. once those are on i'm free to make the trip up to get it. i spent all of astronomy class contemplating my life as a freshly equipped motorist. my mixtapes, car fresheners, aimless drives and ample trunk space.
see, just when i was starting to get depressed i realize that i have so many things to look forward to and be happy about. yesterday i had tapas and spanish food time, tonight i go dancing, tomorrow modeling for elizabeth's art assignment, first day of work and a slumber party, saturday is a party and sunday is project res. state fair time will happen at some point this weekend. i feel like i'm finally settled back into things here. i spent the first month struggling with the fact that everything is different and i can never make it like last year. i wasn't sure if i would ever be able to reassemble my life after this chaotic summer. i hid in landis's apartment and moped. i dropped a a class and ate a lot of sunflower seeds to ease my nerves. i dont know if i'm completely ok.. i just need to get into my new work routine and feel more confident about my schoolwork. i'm pretty capible of picking myself up after things like this
see, just when i was starting to get depressed i realize that i have so many things to look forward to and be happy about. yesterday i had tapas and spanish food time, tonight i go dancing, tomorrow modeling for elizabeth's art assignment, first day of work and a slumber party, saturday is a party and sunday is project res. state fair time will happen at some point this weekend. i feel like i'm finally settled back into things here. i spent the first month struggling with the fact that everything is different and i can never make it like last year. i wasn't sure if i would ever be able to reassemble my life after this chaotic summer. i hid in landis's apartment and moped. i dropped a a class and ate a lot of sunflower seeds to ease my nerves. i dont know if i'm completely ok.. i just need to get into my new work routine and feel more confident about my schoolwork. i'm pretty capible of picking myself up after things like this