a new beginning
i realize that my last entry was... well... kinda really emotional; and the reason i had for it was selfish i guess, but that doesn't matter. i was really fucking hurt and i just wanted somebody to care... and now i realize who really cares and who really doesn't. but thanks to everyone for their caring & support, and those who are trying to ensure i never ever EVER try that again.
but anyways, this was a great week!
MONDAY: even though i had a lot of hw to turn in/ a test/ and a quiz to take, at the end it felt like a friday. the french test wasn't TOO bad, i got to turn in half of my hw for every class (i start but i don't finish) and i got to stay after school 'til about 3:16 to hang out with Shenali, and we had fun.
TUESDAY: i don't quite remember what happened on Tuesday... all I remember was that it was a pretty relaxed day; didn't do much.
WEDNESDAY: i got to school early, saw Chase, and we went to the track field. We started talking about our new underwear and how awesome they were lol. he got boxer briefs and loves them, and i got a pair of booty shorts that were really hot lol. In English I corrected the teacher (i guess that means i actually have a good shot at becoming a writer) and then at lunch, me and some friends did the day of silence thing. It was pretty funny too. Me, Chase, Sophia, and Rachel (kinda) all did the day of silence. it was really weird communicating, and the only words i knew were: I love you, I want to fuck you, fuck you, fuck off, asshole, thank you, family, and shove it. lol not too useful in everyday language. i got chickeb nuggets from the server lady and i wanted ketchup, but there was a long line so i went outside and went back in. this persian guy was pouring ketchup into his own bowl and his friend was next to him. i motioned for the guy to please pour me some ketchup. he was confused and asked me "Why aren't you talking?" and his friend told him, "Ohh she's doing the Day of Silence, aren't you?" and I nodded yes. so the guy pours me ketchup and when i motion for him to stop, i made the sign for "Thank You" and the guy thought i was saying "I love you"! I know that's what he thought 'cause he said, "I love you, too." and he was kinda weirded out LOL. Then, after lunch had ended, so did the silence. so Chase took 2 red balloons and stuck them in my shirt to make implants. I walked into math class like that and Mr. Zadeh was laughing pretty hard (on the inside. i could tell cuz he was biting his tongue LMAO). i took them out though 'cause it was embarrassing lmao.
THURSDAY: I got to stay after school until 2. Me, Chase, and Mike all go into the swim gym and we watched Mike do his laps (he had to swim 'cause he's on the team). Chase and I talked about who we saw that day who was hot, who was ugly, etc. We also did the same for the people in the swim gym. Chase also told me a funny story about Mike and I was rolling over and laughing. But before Mike went to swim, he put his speedo on IN FRONT OF US! >.< lol woww.... he kept sticking his hand inside of his speedo and well... readjusting his package and i was so grossed out but it was still funny. i kept looking away from Mike and I finally stopped being a baby and just looked at him. he saw the look i was giving him and said, "Everyone has to do this! It's not just me!" and then Chase turned to me and said, "yeah, it's totally appropriate," turned to Mike and said,"However, THIS is NOT appropriate!" and stuck his hand down his pants and started making it look like he was whacking off! (im not sure if he was or not, but i'd guess no) and Chase was looking at Mike and telling him, "Mike, now, doing THIS is not appropriate because there are other people around. The most appropriate place to be doing this is at home when you're inside the bathroom or having a competition. Right now, however, is not the right time" and all the while was jacking off! then he got up, pulled down his pants so I could see his boxers & then pulled them back up.
So when Mike got back from swimming, Chase whispered in my ear,"What would you rate Mike on a scale of 1-10?" and i told him, "3, maybe 4." and Chase turned to Mike (I was on Chase's right, Mike was on his left) and said, "She'd rate you a 4, so I give you a 6 so now you're a 10 'cause 4 + 6 = 10." and Mike looked at me and said, "a 4?! Well, it doesn't matter 'cause I rated you a 2. So Chase, now you have to give her an 8 to make her a 10." and Chase said, "8?! She's a 10!" and put his arm around me. i told Chase, "you're a 10, too" and it was all good.
then Mike left again and Alexa Okyle came over to me and Chase and said, "Hi." and we said Hi back. she was staring at us for 2 MINUTES!!! o.o it bothered me. she asked us if we were going out again and we said no. so she keeps staring at us and we kept asking her to please stop. finally, i just said, "I know I'm beautiful, but could you stop staring?" (which I jocked from Melody Javaheri at the beginning of the year haha) and Alexa looked at me and said, "You think you're pretty?" and I told her, "Yeah I think I'm pretty. Wait no, I take that back; I KNOW I'm pretty." and she said to me, "You KNOW you're pretty?" and I said, "yeah." she turns to Chase and asked him, "Do you think she's pretty?" and Chase told her, "Yeah she's pretty." and Alexa had the FUCKING NERVE to say, "What makes you think she's pretty?" and I answered for Chase by saying, "What would make him think I'm ugly?" wow. what a bitch. i wasn't being cocky/conceited, i'm just being confident. im not gonna let her bother me by that. im just saying she's a whore and has nothing else to do but make others feel bad. wow. bitch.
FRIDAY: we had a sub for english! we didn't have to run the ENTIRE WEEK in P.E.!!! he said it was b/c we were his best class :). I saw my counselor on Friday during Art & i missed her soooooooo much! She's so cool & I haven't seen her for about 3 weeks, which is like FOREVER!!! in french we wasted the first 40 minutes reviewing, checking hw, and me getting points. the last 20 minutes we saw "Le Retour de Martin Guerre" (The Return of Martin Guerre) and it was alllll chillll. In history we just took notes and I pretty much understood everything that was going on. Lunch was alright. The weather was pretty cool too. Math was sooooooo much fun! for me, anyways lol. on 3 seperate assignments all put together, they totaled 80 points. i got a 76/80! I'm so proud of myself! ^___^
but anyways, this was a great week!
MONDAY: even though i had a lot of hw to turn in/ a test/ and a quiz to take, at the end it felt like a friday. the french test wasn't TOO bad, i got to turn in half of my hw for every class (i start but i don't finish) and i got to stay after school 'til about 3:16 to hang out with Shenali, and we had fun.
TUESDAY: i don't quite remember what happened on Tuesday... all I remember was that it was a pretty relaxed day; didn't do much.
WEDNESDAY: i got to school early, saw Chase, and we went to the track field. We started talking about our new underwear and how awesome they were lol. he got boxer briefs and loves them, and i got a pair of booty shorts that were really hot lol. In English I corrected the teacher (i guess that means i actually have a good shot at becoming a writer) and then at lunch, me and some friends did the day of silence thing. It was pretty funny too. Me, Chase, Sophia, and Rachel (kinda) all did the day of silence. it was really weird communicating, and the only words i knew were: I love you, I want to fuck you, fuck you, fuck off, asshole, thank you, family, and shove it. lol not too useful in everyday language. i got chickeb nuggets from the server lady and i wanted ketchup, but there was a long line so i went outside and went back in. this persian guy was pouring ketchup into his own bowl and his friend was next to him. i motioned for the guy to please pour me some ketchup. he was confused and asked me "Why aren't you talking?" and his friend told him, "Ohh she's doing the Day of Silence, aren't you?" and I nodded yes. so the guy pours me ketchup and when i motion for him to stop, i made the sign for "Thank You" and the guy thought i was saying "I love you"! I know that's what he thought 'cause he said, "I love you, too." and he was kinda weirded out LOL. Then, after lunch had ended, so did the silence. so Chase took 2 red balloons and stuck them in my shirt to make implants. I walked into math class like that and Mr. Zadeh was laughing pretty hard (on the inside. i could tell cuz he was biting his tongue LMAO). i took them out though 'cause it was embarrassing lmao.
THURSDAY: I got to stay after school until 2. Me, Chase, and Mike all go into the swim gym and we watched Mike do his laps (he had to swim 'cause he's on the team). Chase and I talked about who we saw that day who was hot, who was ugly, etc. We also did the same for the people in the swim gym. Chase also told me a funny story about Mike and I was rolling over and laughing. But before Mike went to swim, he put his speedo on IN FRONT OF US! >.< lol woww.... he kept sticking his hand inside of his speedo and well... readjusting his package and i was so grossed out but it was still funny. i kept looking away from Mike and I finally stopped being a baby and just looked at him. he saw the look i was giving him and said, "Everyone has to do this! It's not just me!" and then Chase turned to me and said, "yeah, it's totally appropriate," turned to Mike and said,"However, THIS is NOT appropriate!" and stuck his hand down his pants and started making it look like he was whacking off! (im not sure if he was or not, but i'd guess no) and Chase was looking at Mike and telling him, "Mike, now, doing THIS is not appropriate because there are other people around. The most appropriate place to be doing this is at home when you're inside the bathroom or having a competition. Right now, however, is not the right time" and all the while was jacking off! then he got up, pulled down his pants so I could see his boxers & then pulled them back up.
So when Mike got back from swimming, Chase whispered in my ear,"What would you rate Mike on a scale of 1-10?" and i told him, "3, maybe 4." and Chase turned to Mike (I was on Chase's right, Mike was on his left) and said, "She'd rate you a 4, so I give you a 6 so now you're a 10 'cause 4 + 6 = 10." and Mike looked at me and said, "a 4?! Well, it doesn't matter 'cause I rated you a 2. So Chase, now you have to give her an 8 to make her a 10." and Chase said, "8?! She's a 10!" and put his arm around me. i told Chase, "you're a 10, too" and it was all good.
then Mike left again and Alexa Okyle came over to me and Chase and said, "Hi." and we said Hi back. she was staring at us for 2 MINUTES!!! o.o it bothered me. she asked us if we were going out again and we said no. so she keeps staring at us and we kept asking her to please stop. finally, i just said, "I know I'm beautiful, but could you stop staring?" (which I jocked from Melody Javaheri at the beginning of the year haha) and Alexa looked at me and said, "You think you're pretty?" and I told her, "Yeah I think I'm pretty. Wait no, I take that back; I KNOW I'm pretty." and she said to me, "You KNOW you're pretty?" and I said, "yeah." she turns to Chase and asked him, "Do you think she's pretty?" and Chase told her, "Yeah she's pretty." and Alexa had the FUCKING NERVE to say, "What makes you think she's pretty?" and I answered for Chase by saying, "What would make him think I'm ugly?" wow. what a bitch. i wasn't being cocky/conceited, i'm just being confident. im not gonna let her bother me by that. im just saying she's a whore and has nothing else to do but make others feel bad. wow. bitch.
FRIDAY: we had a sub for english! we didn't have to run the ENTIRE WEEK in P.E.!!! he said it was b/c we were his best class :). I saw my counselor on Friday during Art & i missed her soooooooo much! She's so cool & I haven't seen her for about 3 weeks, which is like FOREVER!!! in french we wasted the first 40 minutes reviewing, checking hw, and me getting points. the last 20 minutes we saw "Le Retour de Martin Guerre" (The Return of Martin Guerre) and it was alllll chillll. In history we just took notes and I pretty much understood everything that was going on. Lunch was alright. The weather was pretty cool too. Math was sooooooo much fun! for me, anyways lol. on 3 seperate assignments all put together, they totaled 80 points. i got a 76/80! I'm so proud of myself! ^___^